Countdown Story!!!- Kim JaeJoong 김재중 the charming prince

As I promised yesterday, I will write  about jaejoong today. But I end up copy and paste some note.  I'm not as happy and exited as yesterday coz Jaejoong got a lot of sad story on his past.He may act dorky infront of us, but his heart may had  broke into pieces before.Max  Changmin is my bias but Jaejoong is my Idol. I felt like crying but I still proud of him. He is my truly Hero. oh, no, Cassiopeia truly HERO!!! o.k... Lets start. here we go- 
HERO JAEJOONG

"can you see me?< hahha"

Jaejoong  was born as Han Jaejoon in Gongju, chungcheongnam-do, South Korea. At a young age, Jaejoong was given up for adoption by his birth mother to the Kims and his name was changed to Kim Jaejoong.
On November 21, 2006, a man with the surname Han filed a lawsuit against Jaejoong's guardians. Han claimed he was Jaejoong's biological father, and thus wanted parental rights. Mr. Han proceeded with a lawsuit to claim his son back. He claimed that the Kim family had been mistreating JaeJoong "for not going through the proper procedures before registering (Jaejoong) in (the legal guardians) custody,  and all he wanted to do was to protect his son but the public had misinterpreted his actions as a selfish move to claim back his son after he's popular.. ( I got same idea with public too)
He divorced Jaejoong's biological mother in late 1980s, and gave up his custody over his child, leaving him under Mrs. Han's custody. However, he had found out some years ago JaeJoong had been raised by a third party, not his biological mother. A DNA test was to be performed in order to prove validity of Han's claim. Many legal consultants comment that since the adoption had taken place correctly according to the corresponding law, no legal change will be involved regardless of the outcome.

The first hearing was to be held in Jaejoong's hometown, Gongju, on November 29, 2006. But on November 22, Han dropped the charges against Hero's legal guardians. Han said that he originally intended to resolve his biological son's military duty conflicts after being informed of dual citizenship by Ministry of Military Affairs, which involved verifying the fact that he is the biological father. He did not expect his intention to lead to such a scandal, and states that he was scarred by speculations that he wanted to take advantage of Hero's fame.

In reaction to the matter, JaeJoong uploaded a journal entry on his official fan club website, and said that he was informed of the existence of separate biological parents by his mother two or three years ago, and it had been quite a shock to him. With his current mother's support, his biological mother has been able to keep in touch with him, and to meet occasionally, but whereabouts of his father had been unknown.

Here what he wrote and I got it somewhere.

Other version of the news was JaeJoong had only found out about his adoption  and he cried. And with the reason lawsuit he had been crying even more.
In the afternoon on November 22nd, Hero Jaejoong expressed his mind,
"I knew the fact some years ago that I have real parents who gave me a name "Han Jae-joong.
I have been in good relationships with both of adoptive parents and real mother, so I think the present is more important than the past.
I want to stay as Kim Jaejoong as I have been always, and want to live as Kim Jae-joong in the future. 
I hope both of parents love each other as if they were family."

On 21st, after the news was released that the lawsuit to clarify his real parents, Hero Jaejoong in the waiting room of KBS kept silence.
He looked a little bit dark but was smiling, touching his cellular phone, but he must have hold his tears back.

Hero Jaejoong, only 20 year old guy, had to stand on the stage with splendid lightening.
He had to sing in front of thousands of audience, dressing up greatly, and had to dance with other members.
At that moment, being an entertainer is a luxurious, but sad thing to be.
We already have seen stars confessing sad family stories in tears. 

In October, Micky Yuchun, Hero's team member, also confessed divorce of his parentsand shed tears, saying," I don't want to go back to America, even though all others regards it as a dreamland."
Jun Jin of ShinHwa also wept, talking about how his adoptive mother helped him to find his real mother.
But, Hero's case is a little bit different except for the fact that they share sad family history.
Micky and Jun Jin confessed it themselves,while Hero Jaejoong's case was reported by media and others, without any time for him to prepare for let people know it.
His story was revealed by others in an instant.

Most netizens think Hero's story is so heartbreaking;His privacy was not protected, only because he is an entertainer, and his family story, which he might have not wanted to publicize, was revealed.
Some people take Hero's story just as a gossip, but we have to have a wisdom to pass over this kind of story of stars.What we need from stars is not "sad family story" but their singing or acting. 
Source: gyummy@mtstarnews.com

And this is another story about what he had to face before debut, I wanna cry... T____T.

jaejoong's sad story pre-debut

Kim (VJ): Yunho and Junsu has been accepted into University this year and Changmin is also going to be a student at KyungHee university. Let’s celebrate it for them. (Everyone Claps) …I heard that Jaejoong dropped out of school for his singing career?

Jaejoong: Yes, I wanted to find something I like to do

Kim (VJ): After you came to Seoul, there must be been lots of difficulties?

Jaejoong: Yes, I took up many jobs

Kim (VJ): Heard that you sold your blood before?

Yunho: It’s not selling, it’s giving blood!

Jaejoong: …it was because of the rental problems. When I finished donating, the money was also used to exchange for biscuits… (eyes starts turning red)

Kim (VJ): It’s not easy ah! Just for some biscuits…I heard that when you were working, you ate leftover noodle soup?

Junsu: Jaejoong wouldn’t be as hungry as Changmin!

Changmin: (laughs)

Jaejoong: (keeping quiet)

Kim (VJ): Hmm?

Jaejoong: That time it was for my dream…but…I was very hungry…(starts to choke)

Kim (VJ): That’s why you walked for 3 hours just to save up on the money for the bus fare?

Jaejoong: Yes it happened…(tears start to fall, Micky passed tissue over)

Changmin: (keeping quiet, eyes turning red)

Kim (VJ): Ah, it was so tough and yet you managed to overcome it…is there a time which was the toughest?

Jaejoong: (keeps wiping his tears)

Micky: It’s ok, no matter how tough we have already made it…(pats Jaejoong’s shoulders)

Yunho: (hugs jaejoong)

Jaejoong: …I really thank everyone in Cassiopeia for all the support they’ve given me. I never thought that I would really be standing on the stage singing for everyone. (eyes reddened). If it isn’t for you all, I would still be in the streets of Seoul…(chokes) I don’t know what I should say (tearing) Really, thank you all! (takes tissue again) Thank…(was unable to finish talking as tears were already falling)
credits : jae@db-SGfans + INCOM +just@kpopkingdom & Cyxion

I think this is an old interview...but i just wanted to share it.

This what he wrote on his diary after going through a lot of difficulty. 

061122 Jaejoong's Relay Diary

Hi, This is Yeong-woong Jaejoong.
Looking around, we can feel autumn,
from beautifully tinged autumnal trees.
It has already passed middle of autumn. ^^

Now, TVXQ has already  had two months of promotion
for the third album “O”-正.反.合.".
On the stages singing joyful songs,
I could feel that your love has been even more deepened (than before),
and I also want get closer to you.

Last week, in the Autumn Trip with you,
I felt a kind of....
easiness and composure of mind...

It was always we who prepared performances for fans.
But last week, we were the audience,
watching and enjoying your various performances,
so my mind was contendedly full with happiness.

I preciously keep the happy moments in my mind:
the moment that you guys carefully listened to us when we talked,
the moment that you ate those side dishes which we(TVXQ members) gave out,
and also the moment that we took pictures altogether, sharing our feeling about the trip!

It was such a joyful time that I keep in mind.
I hope to have a chance again with all of you! ^^

Yesterday, I thought about really many things all day long.

I have real parents,
but it is a memory when I was young,
so I didn't know any detail.

After I came to know my real mother,
I kept in contact with her quite often,
and my real parents and adoptive parents have had good relationship.


I don't know very well whether the lawsuit that my real father started is serious enought to lead to a trial,
but I am TVXQ's Kim Jae-joong at present, and hope to live as Kim Jae-joong in the future, too.
So I will be a good son for both of two parents,
and I hope all of them have a good relationship.

The whether is very coprisious.
Get a preventive injection so that you would not catch a cold,
and please keep loving TVXQ album!!!

One more,
you guys know that we also love "you are my miracle",  the song you really love, don't you? *^^*

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P/S=Anyway, for me, he Is the main vocal of the group, and is carrying out the role of the "big brother" with Yunho. Has deep thoughts and talks straight-forwardly. His neat and tidy personality is portrayed in the dorm they live in. Cleaning every corner of the house is blatantly a part of this trait, but he also is interested in cooking and feeds everyone in the group, in addition he worries about them and take care of the small parts in the team, help others with their problems in the hard times. By this whole they consider him the “mother” of the group. 
Jae is very handsome. Won the best looking award from SM and is a pretty boy. He has very feminine face characteristics, that make have a pretty face and that contrast with a great, masculine body.

Jaejoong and his Biological mom

Jaejoong, Junsu , and Jaejoong's sister

Jaejoong cry. please don't cry!! T_T

yes. keep smiling like this. but if you want to cry. don't hold it. Just cry. miss his trademark laugh.

LOVE MY HERO!!!!!!