Yunho , changmin. Please don't hold back your tears :'(

We are all worried about Changmin and Yunho after the incident. There were  technical problem like they all mention. I feel mad and sad too.


Credit as tag

But sometimes, I  think Yunho tries so hard to look happy and did not really focus on what he did. ( Don't get me wrong, please read until my last sentence) . Just look at  these examples. 

Yunho slipped in KL (credit B3anuts)

Yunho back Flip in LA ( Credit to Olivia Han)

When I watched Yunho and Changmin performed Live in KL, I can see how much Yunho tries his best to holding back his tears and look happy in front of us. That's why he dances like a crazy guy, and suddenly slipped himself. 

I think as a leader , he must be pressured when he needs to perform as two with all the memories that they have made as 5.  Just like JYJ can mention about how much they miss the past. I hope Homin can mention about it too. 

remember this? Jaejoong also admit it's hard to sing  DB5K song. I know Yunho felt the same.

Jaejoong had written in Japanese on his Twitter, “‘Wasurenaide’ is not my song or anyone else’s. It’s a song that belongs to the five members of TVXQ. That’s why I don’t want to sing it by myself, or with the three members of JYJ.”

In his interview, he explained, “It’s something that occurs often in China, so I didn’t think of taking any particular action against it. I still hope that he won’t sing it, though. Whether or not it’s a song that I composed, it’s a song that belongs to the five members of TVXQ. Even I alone or with the three members of JYJ wouldn’t have dared to sing it.”

He continued, “I feel like it’s causing a wound to those memories that liked and still like TVXQ. The scent of that song conjures what fans believe to be the most beautiful time of TVXQ, and so to sing that song without permission is only wounding the fans.”

When carefully asked if he had no intentions of singing TVXQ’s songs in the future, he quietly nodded his head and replied, “If it’s possible to avoid it, yes…”

credit: Sharing Yoochun

Yoochun : Fan Meeting

• What's the most memorable award that you've received? YC: The award we first received in 2004, that time our 5 members were really happy!

Credit: DBSKnights

 Interview : Junsu


Q: What are some of the biggest moments you've experienced in your career?

Junsu: It is hard to just pick a few moments since there are so many great moments but if i have to...

...the very first debut stage (Korea) and the first time performing in Japan and the performing at the Tokyo Dome for the first time.

They are all precious memories to me.

Credit : Xia Junsu GRAMMY Exclusive



Our Voldemin cried  just because of sport? I don't really think so. He doesn't  even cry when  all  the members cried when they sang Proud.

“I Feel Like I’ve Been Nothing But A Burden To Everyone”-Changmin ‘Our Neighborhood’s Master of Variety and Sports’.

 Credit: sharing Yoochun

Sometimes I think he literally said about TVXQ itself. He did mention he wants to see Yunho cry. I think he feel upset that he  can't do anything to help TVXQ united back. And when he can't do well in sport and help his team to win.  He felt even worse. That's why he cried again and again.  o.k, maybe I delusional.  

I hope they can tell us the truth. sometimes I wish they can go to military fast so they can stay out from this stress. I hope they can be true to themselves. 

I know JYJ  is updated about what happen to Yunho tonight. With internet and Jae so active on twitter. I'm sure some fans did mention him. I know they will feel bad too. No matter what. They were friends before and maybe still friends. I think so!  Hopefully they tried to contact Yunho. Maybe Jae will tweet something tonight? hmm.. So, Fans. No matter you are OT5, or stan.. Hopefully we can try our best to support them. In any way you can. 

Yunho and Changmin, 

I know you miss the other three too. Everything you have done reminds of  them too.  The song, the dance, fans, Ot5 banners, Yunjae Banners.  and it's hard to see how much fans want you guys to be back as 5 , and it's hurt to think about the  promises you have made as a leader. We are sorry for that. But I hope that you can be true to yourself.  I don't know about SM or the  story behind it. But Ajushii , we will love you no matter what. Just cry if you want. Just say you miss them as you want. Just once. Be true to yourself.  I hope nobody will say "don't cry". I don't wanna see you guys hiding or holding the tears anymore.Let them out. we will always here. Not only for you to entertain us but  we want to be there even  when you are down too, "

Baby , I LOVE YOU, THANK YOU ;')

Credit as tag on photo. YuMin.  Not belong to me.

518 :TVXQ LIVE TOUR in KL - Unforgettable moment

Hey, It's been a long time since I update my blog. Well , we , Cassiopeia have been busy all this time. Yeah, Life as a Cassiopeia is tiring but fun!. We need to update about TVXQ!, JYJ. we need to always alert with LINE , Twitter and now Weibo because our precious boys  will suddenly post their XXX photo. hahahaha.. * joking* .. Actually I have been busy collecting all newspapers that have featured TVXQ! Catch me Tour in KL, But I am not lucky. My  mom sells it to old newspapers uncle while I am not at home.( Lucky old newspaper's uncle,  Hopefully he is Cassiopeia  T_T. )

Well I am Malaysian and my dream comes true when TVXQ comes to Malaysia. To make everything short. Let me Show you something. 

Remember this photo. Well, Thanks for MY- TVXQ contest , I am thinking to share this photo 

well, I move when I read the comment.  I know I am not gonna win ( It's hard to get 'Likes" ) But I am touched by the comments I received,

Then I read  this. well , It's not only us can't get over 518 but TVXQ  as well. he..he... I mean. He did mention Malaysia right?

here's the link, If you want to contribute likes, the dateline is 12/6/2013 8PM . Thank you.. :') : TVXQ calendar give away contest

(  Caption: I-am-so-lazy-to-crop- thank you:   Credit as mention on the photo ) 


Well , I am happy when I saw this. well, Malaysia still in TVXQ!'s  mind wherever they go. I can't believe Yunho shocked when he found out that we actually knew about  'we are T'. Like come on Yunho oppa,we have INTERNET, and you guys are FAMOUS. That's reaction is invalid. hahahaha... But I touched when I saw the tweet. They  actually remember us. Do they talk about us when they  on the plane after the concert? hmm... It's not us that can't over 518. Yunho also. and Changmin.. Of course. 













Well. I also record the moment. But It's turned out like an earth quake. hahahaha... But still watchable for me. I really want to upload it. But yeah! I Don't know if Cassie  will annoy with that earthquake video.  This is short version only. I am ashamed with my voice . hahahahhaa... but It's normal right? If you are there. I think you will shout too. This original video is 3 minutes but I cut already. I don't want anybody cry..  or annoy with earth quakes.. there are so many better fan cam out there..  :P 

That's it!! Love Cassiopeia

TVXQ coming to MALAYSIA~

TVXQ Catch me TOUR in Malaysia.

It's been a while since I update my Facebook. I am just a person who will write whatever I want ( but so called myself as a journalist) .

As we know TVXQ will be doing their TOUR in Malaysia!! ohyeah, our baby is coming!! ^^

I heard about this concert since January if I am not mistaken. But I don't give my attention as for me, I don't wanna get hurt (sounds so melodrama isn't it? =P )  But guess what, they are really coming. After 6 years. this is their first Tour in Malaysia as a duo.

I think I have become a stalker since then. I follow my-TVXQ president (maybe) Twitter  just to know reliable and fastest update. I call my save "temporary sasaeng "

Then it's COMFIRM and we are waiting for the floor plan for age, we are all so eager and think that the organizer is not capable, too slow and whatever-whatever. Plus, there are some issue about my-TVXQ member will get special  zone. It makes many Cassiopeia feel second best and want everything to be equal. I am one of it..hahahaha 

But after the floor plan comes out. we get a clearer view and everything become normal. 

After all that we still can be friend and be happy. So this  what happens at Ticket Pre-release day =D

Cassiopeia has started  to line up since 3. PM. It's 9 Hour before Press Release.   =) 

 

All this because of this two guy~

looak at how he look at us? OMO.. 0_0

And this guy. 0_0

so, this is me and my friend. 

before we purchase. 

see, the middle one is moon hye ra.. (katanya) he.. Maira, I met her at 9th TVXQ anniversary.  and another one is Lina, just met her one hour before this picture was taken. ( we have to line up for almost three hour but not getting tired at all =P) . We bought PS1. check it out how much it's cost.

I am glad that I can be friend with anybody in any time as long as we have the same interest. That's why I like TVXQ. They are not only teach me  "Believing in yourself" " Don't give up " and lots more. They also create friendships between me and Cassiopeia.

We proud of TVXQ. Just five young boys who have a dream to be a singer and dancer. From boys who not born to very well family background (2 of them) , have been doing  many jobs, Work hard , get scolded, intensive training and schedule. The one who opens the gates of Korean wave but not being recognized. Now they are men who want to keep making people gain spirit through them.

 Maybe people call us fanatic, people call us wasting out time. but Cassiopeia, everybody have their own interest, some may buy expensive cloth, shoe, some may travelling and so on. So, tell them " gratification for people is different, the thing that make you happy maybe can't make me happy. Vice Versa" 

Can't wait 18/5. Hopefully  it will happen smoothly. I will update soon. 

 

Happy Kim Jaejoong Day

Morning!! and Happy Jaejoong day.. ^_^ )y 

Today, I have nothing much to say about Jaejoong , I'm glad that he doing his solo concert.. Let's pray for the best... 

Yea, you know dorky Jaejoong who wish himself ' Happy birthday'? 

and today He is very exited to do his solo concert.  He practice hard enough. 

and today morning he tweeted this 

Trans : I woke up thinking I will met everyone today ^^ Let's create the best and  happiest moment. 

Credit: Kim Jaejoong Twitter 

I expect there is LIVE streaming, but still don't know how. Btw, I hope I can see this in my country.. XP 

Let's hear Our   birthday boy sing this "happy Birthday " song in three version 

Credit :Tougaya

Kim Jaejoong Mine Review- Breaking the codes-

Credit asianmusikpop5

 I don't know why, This MV make wanna do my own review..Don't blame me, Blame Cjes, haha, they make me wanna break the code. As I am a  media student, I learn about making video and what lies behind it..Every video need to have a message to tell the audience. so   Let  divide this into two  aspect, Video images  and lyric.,.

First,  Jaejoong is lost , this remind me of  Tohoshinki 'Break Out' , I was like, He is running from those 'hands' that touch him right ? I mean.. This scene...

 

yea... because MINE MV, start with this...

Feel like, he running from SM,  in to new world... something like that... 

and then, This, this Owl... is there any meaning? Looks like someone is watching him??  running in the forest who?? SM?? hmm.. I am curious ~

But I like the slow motion technique ... You look Cool , Mr OWL.. =P 

Err.. you too.. Uncle DOG.. hahaha... 

Credit Goes to " AllAboutCassiopeia"

Look at this image, This image is comparison between  TVXQ ' catch me' and  Kim Jaejoong  ' Mine MV' 

.. Jaejoong was singing.. " why you are so noisy ?! " on this part, so, I was thinking he talked about SM. Why they are so noisy? telling others not to let JYJ on broadcast again? Why? why? why? 

Credit goes to : AllAboutCassiopeia

and this...  its really look like TVXQ Mirotic isn't it?  Its like telling the viewers that Jaejoong was 'tied' up before and he want to be free ... and  now he did it. 

and I love this!! OMG... =P 

The birds are like all the obstacle they need to face after the law suit.  Jaejoong, represent JYJ is telling us, that they will face anything  that might come on their road to success. 

and this...

Why he need t show his tattoo??  see, TVfXQ soul, hope till the end ~~

and 'Always keep the faith' tatoo... yeah, he did it when he was in TVXQ but why he need to show it in his MV, so , Cassiopeia ..  he is telling us to keep the faith!! 

This picture is telling them ' those who involve' that he is Serious!!! 

and this... I like this... dark angel... reminds me about 

"I can be your GOOD  friend but BAD enemy!!" - Phantom of the opera

Lets move on to the lyric... I think all the lyric is attract my attention especially 

"pain that I never though"... come on Cassiopeia , if you listen to JYJ's nameless song part one, you will understand... 

"this is my ocean" ... Cassiopeia, everybody call us red ocean.. remember? because we are the largest Fandom ever, just since the break up, we split in to two.. (some of us).. 

"don't try to block the sun that shines on me "- Well, for those who block all JYJ activities, they should know this song is dedicated to who? he..he..

Plus, Xiah  posted this quote  on his Twitter: 

[TRANS] @1215thexiahtic 아무리 감추려 애써도..새어나오는 빛처럼^^ 

No matter how hard one tries to hide it, the light will escape and shine^^

Got the clue??  done breaking the codes , but its based on my opinion, credits goes to who deserve. Haters and stans, please don't block me, I am just a loyal Cassiopeia.. JYJ is asking us to keep our faith, so please don't EVER say we are creating our own fantasies  but , I love JYJ stans,  you are supporting our oppas.. ^^ 

JYJ Kim Jae Joong Goes Dark in First Mini Album Jacket Images

JYJ Kim Jae Joong Goes Dark in First Mini Album Jacket Images








Jaejoong is beautiful, as a girl, I am jealous. ^_________^

9thTVXQ gathering : Malaysian Cassiopeia

Its have been such a long time since I update this Blog. Oh, what wrong with me.. haha.. I'm so busy with my documentary and my thesis, so others project. Mianhae oppa.. ^^

So, let me write something about Cassiopeia gathering. oh Gosh!! I was really looking for this, I don't have friends who is Cassiopeia.O.k, tell you the truth, in my class, MEDIA class , there is only me and one Chinese girl who is really into KPOP. But she is VIP. All I remembered  is that we were going to Korean class together but rarely speak about K-pop since we like different group. 

So, when I first saw the invitation, I  was happy,  Finally I can meet red ocean~  Yeah, I do join  Cassiopeia community on Facebook and Twitter but it doesn't feel real.. Because we just communicate through gadget. so, I really determined that   I really want to join this. 

I was a little too late. Because the admin said that the ticket were sold out but lat last, one of the Cassie, Casiso Jie , sell me two tickets cause she can't go that day (THANKS !!^^), so, I got the opportunity to go and I drag my sister too. (well basically, she is Cassie too)

Actually I like the management, I ask about the language and subtitle. I do understand mandarin but it will be an awkward moment if they speak in mandarin all the way, I might feel so lonely and not belong too caused from what I can see, there is only minority of Malay are going to the gathering. And the president  explain to me really well, (well done. Sandy)  so, I don't really worry much. Instead, I become more exited. =) 

Here another  truth, since I waiting for KTM comes at the Kajang station, I began to suspect all people who is wearing red. I keep thinking like that until I enter the hall room.

 I was like.. " He is wearing red, do he go to Cassiopeia gathering as well? I think so... " ,

 I keep having this though even thought the one who is wearing Red is an old woman or man. I can't stop thinking, maybe 

"she is going too.. bla.. bla... ". Feel like blind date. wao, Nervous.

When I arrived, I can see red ocean, I feel nervous. and after we get the permission to enter the hall, my first impression was all the team have done a really good jobs and they are really welcoming us. 

so, I got a goodies bag!! yeay.. o.k,  I got Yoochun  postcard then my sister said that she want to exchange it with me.( Yoochun is her second Bias)  o.k, I don't mind, cause my second Bias after Changmin is Jaejoong. so, I don't really mind.  But then, someone told me that she want to make an exchange with me .  Her bias is Jaejoong so, at last, I got my hubby postcard.. haha.. Shim Changmin. So, This is what I got in the Goodies Bag. 

My hubby, small towel, balloon, and discount card.

" Don't he look handsome?" ^^ 

The one who sit beside me is Jia Xin and her friends. They are from Kedah and they are so friendly..  About this girl... hmm..   All I can remember is she was quite during all TVXQ  members singing, or solo performances but when  camera focus on Yunho, she was like.. "waaa" *something like that. I don't know how to imitate. Its really cute. haha. I know how it feel, I do the same kind of thing when I saw changmin....haha (*we are normal fan girl)

Overall, I was really, really , really, really , enjoy the show. Maybe because this is my first  time .   I was really moved when I heard the MC speak in English and there is no Chinese subtitle on that video.  I think I should salute  the organizer. They might changed everything on the last minute. So, I was a little bit Proud of this event.  And I know its over run and there are much more MV and performance that we can't watch  due to some technical problem but I can see that they have tried their best on it. 

But for me, How the event going on might be important but the most important thing is did I  have get anything? did this event change the way I think? Is this event would be memorable?

my answer is YES!! 

After I went to this event, I becoming more proud of becoming Cassiopeia. I don't feel small anymore. I used to think that TVXQ is not that famous in Malaysia caused my friends keep telling me that its an OLD GROUP. But after I''m going to this event, yea,I miss the five of them on stage , but  I should really support them, no matter what happen.

 I'm not Fan. Fan will leave the celebrity when the celebrity is not as their expect to be anymore, but I am CASSIOPEIA. Cassiopeia will always Keep The Faith. 

I HAVE BEEN TO SUJU-M OPEN CONCERT WITH ELF, I HAVE BEEN TO SNSD OPEN CONCERT WITH SONE, I HAVE BEEN TO UKISS OPEN CONCERT WITH KISSME , BUT NOTHING MAKE ME FEEL MORE WARMER THAN BEING WITH MY OWN FAMILY, CASSIOPEIA . EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE NO TVXQ BUT THE SPIRIT THAT ALL THE FAN SHOW DURING THE SHOW, MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THEY ARE THERE. 

so, this is my own video but did not totally belong to me, I put some of gathering pictures and video, hopefully everybody o.k with it.

it was instant video make by video pad so the Quality is..... o.k, you understand it ,haha... Happy watching. Hope you like it.... ^-^